Sunday, May 25, 2008
yoz i just stumble on this new video and song by puffy. haha and it's freaking ringing in my head. i thot it was not bad thou. written by avril lavigne.yups n anyway went to central billy bombers for dinner last nite. haha it's nice to see all of you again! happy 19th to rh and kt!
alritex, back to reality. i tink i'm so extreme. i'm deciding two different courses for different unis. here i am trying to write an essay how much i love accountancy and the other one how much i love engineering. help! I Just Spoke {5:21 PM}
Saturday, May 24, 2008
aha hello once again i'm back. nxt wk marks the last week of work for me and i can say sayonara alr. i gonna miss everyone but sooner or later i've to close this chapter of my life. well, we'll meet again if we're fated. anw, it's a small world.i realised that my english has deteriorated so badly. i have to write an essay on my application to the uol course and after consulting my sis as to what i shld write, i tried my best to craft something out. aft spending an evening on it, i sent it back to my sis and she said it wasnt professional enough. yeah, i agreed it's a bit layman. but i seriously cant write out something veri veri professional as my language is not strong. damn, i think it's bcos i havent been studying for such a long time and i havent been reading story books either. oh man, it's high time to pick my habits back and improve my english! well, and after which i did consulted a smart ass, LOL. thanks for helping me! but i dont think my sis would believe that i written that essay! opps. lol. i need to edit it. but it is so well written that i dunno how to edit it to make it sound like i wrote it. sigh, if only i had the brains and the language power then it solves all the problem..
well, i'm starting to ponder on what to appeal for local uni. engineering or arts ? goodness, i've been thinking like shit la.. it's reali damn frustrating, both are equally popular. ya i can be prepared for my letter of rejection next week. many ppl had gotten their letter of rejection already la. and i noe it's saddening. but it's reali something that all of us have to face la. i'm sick of reconsidering, im sick of consoling ppl. day in day out this topic is on everyone's lips la. give me a break. i hope this period passes fast so that i can have some peace at least. I Just Spoke {1:01 AM}
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i'm dying out of exhaustion soon from work. ahh it's bcos i sleep late everday but i need entertainment after work for long hours during the day. well, i'm quitting soon at the end of this month. finally having freedom but it's kind of sad thou. some who are aware that i'm leaving make me feel so sad man. let's not talk about it. tink i will miss everyone after i leave. guess i'm gonna b damn free after i quit seriously. if you were to work, your life gets super hectic. but if u dun work, slacking will be on the way. too bad there isn't halfday everyday, i dun mind la. work for ard 5 hrs everyday.sigh. i'm having a dilemma man. so many ppl are asking me what i'm gonna study. pple at work, church, fren, relatives. it's like everywhere i go they ask. it's kind of frustrating thou. not onli bcos of the taboo thing la. but it's like making me waver a lot !! ppl keep telling me to study this study that, this course good that course good. pls stop psycho-ing me !!! one thing for sure i know is that i love money more than machines!!! so, i really dont mind la. wah sianz, jus find me a rich man and it solves all the problems! I Just Spoke {10:59 PM}
Saturday, May 10, 2008
an nyeong hi once again, another month is gone, supposed to end my contract alr but i renewed it for another month. well, now i dunno if i regreted. i just feeling veri down these days. which make things more sian at work too. i wonder how long my threshold would last. i have been tinking a lot these days man and having sleepless nights.oh wells, it's damn saddening. not jus because of the taboo ting. there're reali mani more tings to lament about. infact there're a lot more problems that i face. too mani to say. well, korean class has ended ,scrab's leaving soon too and my vacation is cancelled. i wonder where my future holds and how to carry on? sometimes i'm jus so sick of life. i dun feel like facing the world. how i wish i could b stranded on some island and leave the city life. quite impossible mayb migrating can change everything.s.o.s anyone?
why do all good things come to an end?
p/s: scrab i will miss u greatly. I Just Spoke {1:32 AM}