Friday, February 24, 2006
this is the 2nd last wk of first three months already! end of slacking daes soon! chem test results back! gt an E.wah seh.jus an A pass.scary sia.and there's such ting as AO passes too.wonder how i fair for my phy. tink gona fail.oh my! so nxt wk's the last wk den 2nd orientation starts!mani tk peeps cumin over! how fast.seriously i jus let tings be.haix.make new frens again? yeah,im pretty bad at tt.i tink i've been veri anti.sigh cant help it. SOS.nt close wad,wad to do? dunno how 2nd orientation will turn out to b lyk.these 2 wks,nth exciting thou.it's jus more misery and misery and more tiredness and tiredness everyday.well,jus tt today is e first tym i luffed so much in class since this yr.haha.used to go crazy last year wit wenz.every min luff non-stop.haha.miss those tyms man.yups and today we went to hang out do chem hw and watched final destination 3.quite gross la.lol.and xy is freaked out!! hehex! recently,i've been nauseous too.thanks to the pp sashimi.nt gona take tt animore! forever!! this's e 2nd tym already! shldnt haf eaten it.but how can i resist sashimi? omgosh! hopefully im back on track for my appetite nxt wk.get well!!mus eat more sleep more grow fat and join e pig's club =p I Just Spoke {7:38 PM}Friday, February 10, 2006
wad a day man! since mornin everyone was freaking out.but i was calm yeah.probably i jus noe that nth can b changed animore.this will just be my fate.went to sch for lyk onli 2 hrs and we were dismissed.mostly,brainwashing stuff.den left there for pp.we went mac and killed tym by jus walking around.sigh.i miss sec sch daes man.can go out everyday and slack at pp! den by 1 we started setting off to tk..my bro was so anxious man.even more anxious den me.lol.keep smsing me when i will reach tk..and heard that we were top 25 yeah..den finally we all reported to the hall.aft more than half an hr of talk we then receive our results.my heart almost died.my inbox was exploding wit smses wich i cudnt reply yet! yups! results r out! ya la,i gt 12 pts..so it's jus average la,i guess.all thanks to my eng..faints..gona haf gp tuition man..there were tears and luffter.btw,my mum dreamt tt i actually gt 12 pts last wk.. well i wasnt too overwhelmed lah.haha.just alritex.den went to thank the chers. :)
aft that went to suntec for a mini celebration or mourning session if u wud like to call it,for some of us.. not fair! so mani did so damn well! wow.my brain was dead by then.so damn tired.
back home,all said 'u've done well'.. oh well.. i thot nt veri..i feel so bad..by receivin bucks for this kind of results!but still i love my mum!! and my dad!! den i smsed first lady to thank him.lol.yeah but nt an a1 man.. it's an a2.. i feel so.. haix.. he jus said jus move on and shine..lols..then rite,as i expected my maths tutor called.i was lyk so damn scared.so.. 'wad u get ah??' 'both a2s lor..' 'har how cum nt 1? lykdat nt veri gd lehx.. u noe ..... ..... .... ~ get a1s lehx!! ' alritex.. i feel so damn demoralised lah.reali feel lyk crying.haix.but y let others pull u down? y let others affect u? lols.how can i leave behind wad i learnt at aklg? well wad's over's over.
say hi to miss lonely and miss independent aft first three months.. i still miss tk! but life goes on.. I Just Spoke {11:50 PM}