Sunday, January 23, 2005
Since U Been GoneHere's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
Your dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long, til I called you mine
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you been gone
I can breath for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone
How can I put it? You put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way
But since you been gone
I can breath for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah, yeah
Thanks to you, now I get
I get what I want
Since you been gone
You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since you been gone (since you been gone)
I can breath for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breath for the first time
I'm so moving on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get, I get what I want
Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone
I Just Spoke {10:57 PM}
Saturday, January 22, 2005
heyo,jus came back fr bugis one hr ago.yawns mans! so tired.but at least gt my chi new yr clothes already.it was definitely crowded,glad tt im home now! haha.sianz mans.sec 4 suxs..i suddenly miss sec 3 so much! at least stil can play! now?!? haix. i cant tahan animores.. i need a solid break! cant even find a free dae 4 myself!* prayin for tym to pass faster..
* cant wait for the chi new yr hols
* cant wait for Os to be over
* cant wait to go on a vacation
* cant wait to see msg again I Just Spoke {10:12 PM}
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
im feelin crazzie n high todae!lolx.
x)
life jus haf 2 go on.
Like Toy Soldiers
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...
Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
[Verse 1]
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
That Ja shit I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say hailie`s name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some Jay-Z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' Suge <-- not said
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over TV down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it I understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cause
[Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
[Verse 2]
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that mutherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see the virdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit poppin' off at your jaws with the knockin'
Cause frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses coffin rest on my conscience cause...
[Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
I Just Spoke {7:02 PM}
Saturday, January 15, 2005
yox.jus came back fr the fund raising for the tsunami ting.now the sun is blazing damn fiercely manx. it was so damn hot when i walked home fr mrt! gta bath! aniwaes,todae went to paya lebar there to sell the flags.lol.actually no flags la.jus askin ppl to donate.well,sum ppl were rilly generous but sum jus refuse to donate.but most ppl did pop in a few coins.yupps.business was quite gd! den ard 1045 we return our tins liaox.den met lin n ali.haha.dey doin 2nd shift.actually me wen n ying wanted 2 go sumo 4 lunch but in e end decided to go tm instead.as expected,mani peeps were there for the fund raisin.den we went 2 kfc makan.walk ard tm den went home liaox.quite tired now.yawns! sigh, i dread nxt wk mans! so mani tests! jus feel lyk hafing a wk of hol!! dream on man! ok,i gtg. cya!La la
You can dress me up in diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a lineman
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an aeroplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Don't keep me waiting
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
(Lala lala lala lala)
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright with you
Cause you hold my secrets tight
You do, you do
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala
(Lala lala lala lala)
I Just Spoke {1:36 PM}
Friday, January 14, 2005
heyo.it's finally fri!! n its the first tym i reach home so earli! haha! actally expect la.cuz mr kwei wil ask choir b to go home while he audit e choir a ppl.if nt wad choir b ppl do? lol. in the end he wanted to audit tenor n bass first! haha! gd luck to those peeps manx! while sops n alto's audition wil b held on e followin wk.ha! yupps.den we were dismissed earli! haix.wanted 2 go out but realised i was broke.thx to.. haix.i where gt cheat.of cuz wil return the bucks in the end rite.but mayb sum other tym when i haf enuff bucks la.where's e circle of trust man? quite
pissed man.i reali no money liao.stil need 2 pay debts! wth.so in e end went home wit ali.n i burned my finger while cookin maggie noodles! thx man! it's hurting!! damn tired now.feel lyk takin a nap.but try nt to! cuz tml gta sell flags at 730am! i tink im gona dread tml! mus zzz earli if nt i'l b zzzing in bedok tml! haiz..geog n phy tests were jus over onli!! n now there's maths,chem n hist tests cumin up! wa liew! no break at all!! haix.. dying 2 watch movies n go kbox!! lol.hopefully,i can find e tym to! alrite,i gta study liaox n pract piano.haven touch e piano for daes manx.n my mum has been nagging me to pract.but i reali haf no mood n no tym.but no choice cuz if nt the skills bcum rusty.well,lots of tings to do! tata every1! =)
!`GSM! wei du ni shi bu ke qu dai! haix.
I Just Spoke {4:08 PM}
Monday, January 10, 2005
heyo.morning! tis is the 1st tym i blogged so earli! lolx.im mad.haix.. i hate sch manx! is lyk hell lykdat lor.jus haf nt enuff tym for everything.im waiting 4 the public hols to arrive! i need a break soon!! alrite let's tok abt the past wk,nth much,jus sch everydae,extra lessons everidae,n tuition n cca.argh! later stil gt sch,den phy test!! den i gt tuition sia.den stil need 2 study geog 4 the following dae.sianz ah.i wana go back 2 sec3!! n PE later too! i dread tt the most! last fri aft pe when i went home,my both legs,the muscle was aching!! sigh.n on both sat n sun,my leg stil hurts.now a bit beta but the pain stil triggers. hate PE manx! argh!!! i need to look on the bright side of tings now.haha.im looking forward to my chi new yr shopping dae 4 clothes!!! hope tym wil pass faster!! haix.den mus oso chiong studies if nt no money fr my mama to buy!!! jia you!!!I Just Spoke {6:33 AM}
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
heyo.it's the 2nd dae of sch n gt xtra lessons liaox.haix.no common tests.but makes no diff la cuz everidae oso haf xtra lessons.n everi wk gt tests.n so it affects mani tings.wich lately spoiled my mood.*frustrated* i guess i've 2 drop piano.haix.n continue aft e Os.but the cher is not veri understanding abt tis.she mus b tinkin tt me n tyl did tis purposely.wtf.tis totally sux to the core man! if i had e choice i wud wan 2 continue but i need more tym to devote 2 my studies. i dun tink i can cope la.since tt's the case,mi n tyl was hopin there's no tymslot for us on sat.so we can do our own stuff.tt's even beta.i can haf more rest too.sigh.i jus wana get over wit it asap.n put tis matter behind.there's mani tests cumin up lei.gta start mugging.everione's gona b nerds soonn.tata everione. I Just Spoke {5:29 PM}Sunday, January 02, 2005
yo.im feelin bored man.haix.actually,i shldn't b feelin bored rite now cuz i stil haf mani tings undone.but im nt in e mood now.sigh.i had a terrible stomach cramp last nite ard 4am.the pain was acute.i almost vomited.n so i din sleep well.n din manage to go to church.the pain was on n off till tis mornin.i hope no pain wil cum tml man.stil haf sch n tuition.*pray hard*.It rained the whole nite n mornin.lol.surprisingly,for once,i miss the sun! usually,i hate the sun cuz i cant stand the extreme heat. it hasn't shine for daes!n i've been feelin veri cold since the beginnin of tis wk.i hope it wont rain tml.haix.but i noe it'll rain! the sky will b dark at least until the end of nxt wk.haix..hate todae manx..supposed to go out.but nvm la.rot at home.guess i'll listen to the radio n do sum readin.haizz.*unwilling to return sch*
sigh` I Just Spoke {3:34 PM}